aujourd ‘hui, maman est morte

Another hit Friday night at El Rancho Reedo.

The Duchess took a trip up to town in an ambulance.

They kept her there til 02:00 and then released.

Spike took her to the pharmacy for steroids and I went to the all-night grocery.

She made it 5 minutes into the house and fell out.

Spike heard her ((I was on my way back…had phone in handbag and didn’t pick up the 6 or so Sheriff’s Office calls til I hit the ranch road) and started CPR.

I came in 20″ layer and attempted CPR for about 90 seconds. I knew she was gone but her body was warm and while I know lividity was apparent, I couldnt help but do it.

I’m writing this, waiting on drunk assed brother to get here. 

At this moment, I’ve been awake 23.5 hours.

I’ll be up a lot longer.